I feel like my insomnia is a symptom of something more serious. I’ve been restless for weeks now. I am already on Zopiclone and Zoloft yet I feel like none of them are working? ๐ฉ I feel so dry, nothing seems to be interesting to me anymore. I even went as far as googling “how to find new hobbies” lol I’m desperate. I guess it really hit me when my friend said blogging is a waste of time and that she can’t fathom why I would want to share my personal business online. I’ve been blogging since 2006 and somehow this has been my “hobby”… and the first time I opened it up to my friend she said she is never going to read it. I guess I expected support too much too soon. Sadly, it sucked the soul out of me since last week. I feel like the only thing I enjoy seems to be so pointless too. I couldn’t care any less if it came from a stranger, but I guess it hurts when it comes from a friend? ๐


