Today is a little bit better than yesterday. Not that yesterday was all that bad. Today was my father’s birthday. I was planning on visiting his grave but it is on the other side of the island so I didn’t bother. Instead, I sent him a forget me not flower on findagrave.com. I always leave flowers and messages (in binary code) there. It is my way of remembering him. He would have been 85 years old today. I wish he was still here to see where I am now. I have evolved from the young little girl he once knew… into a big old fat lady loljk.
Daddy, if you are watching me from above, I hope you are proud of the woman I have become.
I was groggy at work today and a little bit disoriented because of the lack of sleep, but I managed to get through the day. I was so out of place this morning that I ran over a parking block 😅 It was only around lunch time I noticed a big chunk of metal sheet hanging from the hood of my car. I temporarily had it fixed by the gas station, and then went straight to the mechanic after work. Cost me $55 in total. 💸💔
I finally admitted to my colleague/friend Tammy that I am so scared to enter a new phase in my life. But guess what, that’s absolutely fine! Saying it out loud in felt so… liberating.
Cheers to life 🍻
